Reverb

everything is balanced

the foundation of how everything works, i suppose it’s something you might have to buy into. balance. whatever keeps you going right? demystifying the various slacking that occurs in life. does it work? i suppose it does. how do you walk on without any expectations? if anyone knows the secret please tell me..it’s something i’ve been fighting for a long time. there’s always a miniscule bit of it that remains no matter how hard you try to push it away.

you know…expect nothing and be suprised all the time. you can’t help but to hope sometimes, dream a little, expect a little. unfortunately when that falls through it can either take you down or leave you empty handed. i’m still deciding on what’s worse…losing something? or losing nothing?

withering away is definitely not the way to go. gotta stop taking those leaping bounds….you might cover more ground…but taking quicker and more paced out steps keeps you balanced whilst covering the same amount of ground. just depends on stamina….

one of those things i’ve still gotta figure out…how to keep the stamina up when it comes to running through life. everyone’s pace is different…and everyone’s got a clear idea of how fast their pace is….but how to cope with it and keep up with it is another thing altogether.

guess it’s true what they say about everything being balanced. missing the more blissful days of youth. the days where you lay in bed because it felt like there was nothing worth getting out of bed for. then you remember her or him, or the special event, or the pay raise, and then your day was going to be packed with all these moments full of possibility.

i need to milk the day for all it’s worth. all the possibilities. all the moments. find something good and great in every moment. all in the sake of becoming balanced. i’m going to love it.